On My Way or In My Way

Yeah, the title of this post is pretty self explanatory. I am just starting part 3 of the book(BARM) but I really need to do the part 2 exercises to make sure that I do not let any of my self defeating habits stand in my way in order to be on my way to Be A Real Estate Millionaire. Just a quick note because I am committed to journaling this process but I also want to make sure I am taking action besides just writing. It hurts to admit this but I am struggling with the feeling of being deserving of success. It gives me the feeling that I have been stupid for not getting what I deserved for so long, but then again, if I saw someone else struggling with that thought I would tell them they deserve it and to go for what is going to make them happy. I guess I do not want to let myself fall into the trap of feeling entitled. I want to be successful and I know I deserve it and I owe it to myself. I forgive myself for my mistakes and I release myself from any perceived setbacks they may place on me. I have a family and even more than I want to do this for myself, I want to do this for them.
I need to do this for myself and also to be a better partner and father.