I'm scared to death

Ok, I have been reading everything Dean has. In my mind I can do this. But physically I don't know. I found a few house, there so much that Dean has, I don't know what to do. I need to do this. If any one has advice please share. My Internet is bad so I can't always get on but when I can I do. Thanks in advance.

Thanks

I just want to say thank you Dean for you dedication to help people in need my The Lord continues to bless you.