Not the day.

This morning was not the morning for me. First my car decided it wanted an early morning nap on my way back from dropping my 8yr. old off at school, then my landlord sent me a text saying my rent check bounced.
Deep breathe. Although at first I decided that today was just horrible, I realized this is a sign I truly need to utilize Dean's program. I need to do it no fear.
The thing is though as I sat in my kitchen after receiving the text from my landlord, I remembered what my Aunt Esther had told me some years ago right after my first son was born. She said I would always be poor and struggling, that it was just my mind set I was never going to have any financial stability.
I am not poor, it is not my mind set, and I will have financial stability. However at the time I am struggling. But I see that I have been handed the map to buried treasure. I just have to take the journey to get it. So here is to my aunt, I will be more than what you think but not because you said I wasn't. I am doing this for me because I know I deserve better than this and so do my boys.