Ready to make this work

Well its been a little while since i have posted anything on here. I took a break, (which i really shouldn't have) hoping to be in a better place (which I'm not). I realized there never really is a best time to start making your dreams come true. I'm still broke, and still out of work. So i guess this is as good of time as any. I know now though that the fire inside me is burning more than ever. The people that have told me this will never work, and that i should just get a real job and stop dreaming put me down for a while. But i got news for you, i don't want the same crappy life that you have. I don't want to live pay check to pay check worrying about how i'm going to pay the bills. The more you tell me i can't do this the more i am ready and learning to shut you the hell up!
Ok so now that i have that off my chest. lol. So i have been working on wholesaling and lease options. Trying to build my buyers list hasn't been the best experience but im getting there. I do have about 3 great buyers on my list which isn't too bad considering you only need one to make some money. Im trying to get some bandit signs but i am low on cash so for now i am just concentrating on craigslist, making flyers, and so on.
I want this so bad. Sometimes i am so lost though, and i find myself sitting around just waiting for a deal to fall into my lap, I have to check myself and get back on track. Im doing this all alone, and it feels like everyone around me is so negative. I feel like i just need that little push in the right direction so i can get going. Once i get going though i WON'T LOOK BACK! And all the people that told me it would never happen will be left in the dust!